I have a split end an inch long, and my right eye is bloodshot beyond belief. But, I love Fridays! It has been a good past couple of days. I love being with my friends even when they drive me up the wall :).
My heart is really torn between a few things right now. Jesus is there to keep me stable and grounded. He just rocks like that. So, anyway, I've been spending time lately looking into master's programs and career possibilities. That's such a hard decision for me. Sometimes I just wish I knew what the crap I was doing and why. But, I'm not really worried about it anymore. I talked to the Lord about it, and He put it very well by telling me that I didn't have to worry about what I was going to be doing because it isn't necessary for me to be doing those things now. That was so simple, yet so great. I have much to be doing now, and I pray to God that I'll be faithful and pure in heart. I don't want to keep talking about all these passions that I have and yet do nothing about any of them.
I've just decided to keep reminding myself that I'm following the One who determines my purpose anyway. So many people know what they want to do and be, and yet they have no idea how to get there or who to follow. I'm just gonna take comfort in the fact that although I have no idea where I'm going, I know who I'm following, and He is the only one who can get me there. In the end, its worth it to make my Dad smile.
In the mean time, I figure its ok to dream big and work hard to be the best that I can be. My grandmother used to always tell me to keep my head in the clouds but my feet on the ground. haha. I think anyone who really knows me could vouch that I'm like that, and ya know what I like it.
I'm going; I don't know where, but hopefully, I'll see you there.
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